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I hate when you feel fat. i feel so humongo right now. i want to lose like 15 pounds and i keep saying i want to and i dont do anything about it. i need to start eating right and have self control. no more eating after like 6 pm, no more snacks (like cookies and stuff), only one actual meal a day.

Being a dancer, i need to look good in my costumes and just be a skinny healthy girl. Im done feeling fat and thinking of myself as ugly cuz of my weight. right now i weigh like 128 ish??????? and i want to be 110-115. so hopefully i can do this.

This isnt a post to be like omgsh everybody pay attention to me i hate myself. no. tumblr is a place to blog and write whatever u want. so i am. im writing about how i feel about myself right now.

i really hope i can lose the weight and have the sexy summer bod for beach times in the summer. i want to look good in my bathing suit and i dont wanna worry about looking ugly in sun!

so hopefully, this little blog will motivate me and make me realize that i needa step up my game and really work on my diet!!!!!!!

so for my sake, im gonna repeat my diet.

1. No soda

2. No snacks

3. No candy

4. No eating after 6 pm

5. & last but not least, work out session every night. crunches, butt ups, etc. different exercises that i will switch up every night!!!!

kk im excited for this diet.

night friends <3