im not sleeping to night
i am sooooo worried and sad
idk what to do right now. im sitting here crying.
so i ask you God, please give me a sign that everything is okay. give me a call or text that will make my heart smile again. a call or a text that will patch my heart back together.
im going crazy out of my mind because im sitting here helpless and i cant do anything.
God please help me. i look to u when there is nothing left to do. i give u everything and leave in your hands. i know you will answer my prayers. but until then, i will wait.

and wait.

and wait.

ill wait for forever if i have to

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